Day before the Sale of the house

Well I just wanted to reflect on tomorrow which is the sale of the house. People in general are scared of change. Why? The main reason is not knowing. Not me I have been ready for this a long time. Whats even better is when you let God guide you he takes all fear away. God doesn't want us scared the only thing we should fear is God. I am not worried about a thing because I am holding God's hand and he is guideing me. Leaving this house means a lot of things to me. All the bad memories, the hits, the name calling, the be littling, the wispering, the drama, and the choas. I am leaving behind. I am sorry if that affends any one but I am glad to leave that all behind. I am ready for god to guide me into a better place. When you surrender every thing to him you will see amazing things happen. I am ready for a new begining. The devil will try to bring you down any way he can though even your family some times. When that takes place I pray for them that God would open there understanding. I will leave you with this scripture, Read it. It has truely opened my eyes and been a blessing to me. Psalm 101

God has opened more doors today. I am truely blessed!

I have some wonderful news. I was truly blessed on my travels today. We went to go sell some more of our stuff but its funny how you make plans and God will take you down another path. Well that is exactly what God did to me today. We had the car loaded and packed ready to go sell. Well every place we went to sell we couldn't. We kept hitting road blocks. It took us on the road where I was going to get the storage bin. So I decided to go a head and stop and do that. I did. We got $45 less for the first months rent and on moving day I get a truck for free rental. I was truly blessed. I began to tell my story to the women there. She tells me not to leave until you absolutely have too. I said OK and really didn't think any more about it and left. She also gave me another place to sell that won't charge me a thing so I am going there first thing in the morning. I got to thinking about this whole thing when I got home. I called the lawyer that is handling the foreclosure. I told her that I didn't think we were going to be out my the sale date. She stated to me that if we were not out by the sale date that they would have to go to court and get an Eviction notice. She said that might take up to 4 to 6 weeks to do. Then we get a court date. After the court date the judge will give us 10 more days. If we aren't out by then we have 72 hours then we are kicked out. Well I don't plan to stay that long but I will stay has long has I can. If that is another month then I am going to do that. This will give us exactly the time we need. This will give Wendy time to graduate and the boys time to finish out school. I have surely been blessed today. God just keeps opening doors for us. I give him all the the glory and praise for being able to stay here a little longer.

A Poem by Joshua

Joshua
It means crazy, loony, buff
It means number 13,
Its like a grassy shirt
It is a time at my cousins
It is the memory of Coty
Who taught me to believe and live
When he and I are together we have a time
My name is Joshua,
It means to believe in yourself and you will always win